Life Getting worse or Things Getting Better...sometimes life's are so balance

So happen on this month,i always have possitive minded sometimes,what if i dont go out
enjoy?prefer staying at hostel watch drama or watch television or hangout with old friends
whether is fun or bored....i choose the staying at hostel it makes me weird everyone at hostel watch drama and i walk around doing nothing and try to search for some drama so wont put myself into so bored situation,but cant found any drama i like and just walk around in hostel wanna look for someone have a chit chat or go out for a drink somewhere nearby,finally nothing just watch television alone haizzz...i made up my mind the other day
so i hangout with a saloon guy,we go out for a drink talk about stuffs like work and games stuff's,hangout for few days enjoy playing PERFECT WORLD CHINESE VERSION with the saloon guy,but quite boring for me cause i retired playing PERFECT WORLD,i did thought bout playing PERFECT WORLD ENGLISH VERSION so i can have some new friends,finally just still playing in chinese version...what a boring life it could be,the bad things is i didnt sleep well lately cause i having a tooth pain pass few days so as now,depavali look for clinic and teeth specialist even are closed too... its pain and feel wanna bang myself to the wall,but everything work out so balance sometimes you had nice day sometimes you had bad day... that's Life.